What's up yo,

So, I am aware of my absence on all platforms. As stated in previous devlogs, balancing regular life with education and taking into consideration my mental has been challenging. I'm doing fine. Better than how I've been in the past. Just in case you were wondering if I died or something, nope, I'm still here. Or, if I gave up on this project: absolutely not.

I've just been really tired. Coffee will never be enough.

As of now, I have Vivacity open in Ren'Py and am continuing writing. Although I will mention, writing isn't the problem. Drawing and painting all of the art scenes and planning out the backgrounds will always be the hardest thing to do, and it's had me at arms length this entire time because of the mental block that I'd subconsciously put in place. Drawing art scenes is hard, man. I've wanted to carry this on so badly, and then I think about the amount of painting that I have to do, and then I turn to playing Pokemon instead (per example).

Currently I have Covid, which frigging sucks big juicy ass, so to take my mind off of that I've opted to continue writing my game which I love so much. And I've always been a people-pleaser, and I want to please you. Not in that way. Or maybe in that way. Don't report me please.

Again, I have no clue when the first two chapters will come out, but for the next 10 days I'll probably be working my ass off to do something about the lack of activity on my itch.io page. 

I'll see you in a while crocodile,

rusicariaGAMES. P.S I have no explanation for why this devlog feels so chaotic. Sorry about that.